Flying Skillets!

I'm having one of those off days where nothing about myself is pleasing me. Buuuut, rather than focus on that, I want to tell you about a weird dream I had last night.

I dreamt I was in a canoe on a river and I kept flooding it, which was no big deal because I could just stand up and dump it out. I was having all sorts of fun zooming around in my little canoe. Other people were there, but I don't remember who. Then I found this skillet, decided to sit in it and suddenly was flying! It made me feel happy and complete. Then I woke up. So apparently I need to find my magic flying skillet and I will be happy!

I'm really excited that Planet Fitness is finally open and that Adam actually wants to go with me. I have a lot banking on this change. I hope I don't let myself down.

Mixed Feelings

I have very mixed feelings about blogging. In high school I maintained a blog I poured all my feelings and emotions into only to have it used as a joke at my expense. I recently stumbled upon that blog, reread every entry and then deleted it in it's entirety. I was an emotional and expressive teenager. I didn't feel like those troubling times needed to exist in the written form any more.

That being said, I am older now. I feel that I can express my feelings in a way as to not make this become about gossip and hurt people. We'll see who I share this with and we'll see how long it lasts. But hey, it's always fun to write. :)